Day 18: Relax

Pirooz Seyf Askari Barkoosaraei

04 May 2025 — 1 min read

Well, the semester's over. I can finally fully relax. Now I have my days free, and with so many options, I have to start narrowing them down and choose the right things.

That beauty could be found anywhere. That was the line that kept playing in my head when I took something called DMT. I think it was reminding me that I don't need this substance to feel happy, happiness can be found anywhere. That's the message I should integrate from this trip. Beauty can be found anywhere, even in the smallest of crevices. I just don't notice it a lot of the time, either due to my own pessimism or something else.

Day 19: What's up?

How's life been treating you? It's been going okay for me, I haven't been doing much other than going to the gym, doing pottery, smoking weed and gaming at home. There's this sense of an existential crisis coming up though, and I&

Day 17: Back to the Roots

The main reason I started this blog was to put down into writing my chaotic brain; publicizing these thoughts were simply to keep myself motivated to continue doing this. So, today I'm going to put an excerpt from my personal journal, no filters. This was during a trip

Day 16: Restart

It's time to try again. Life has been all over the place and I haven't been doing enough in terms of actual work and deadlines. The problem is I keep telling myself I'll do this and I'll do that and then I

Day 15: What's Next?

It feels like every time I finish one thing, I'm asking myself what the next thing is. And it's tiring, sometimes I don't want a next thing. Some days I just want to laze around, relax and enjoy whatever pleasures I have. Unfortunately, that

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Day 19: What's up?

Day 17: Back to the Roots

Day 16: Restart

Day 15: What's Next?