Day 16: Restart
It's time to try again. Life has been all over the place and I haven't been doing enough in terms of actual work and deadlines. The problem is I keep telling myself I'll do this and I'll do that and then I don't. And what does that cause? Mistrust in myself. I can't trust myself to act correctly or do what I tell myself I should do. So I give in to my desires and the loop repeats. What is the fix? Start doing things. Do it anyway, no matter the time, no matter my mood. Stop telling myself I'll leave it for tomorrow when I know for a fact I won't do it tomorrow.
But the other fact is, I may not have the willpower to push myself even if I want to work on completing my tasks. So, I also have to start slow and choose to give myself time to get back into the habit of working and studying. And that starts now. My first task is to complete this blog; after this, since it's already quite late, I will next cook dinner and plan out my tasks for tomorrow. And that will be all for tonight, as I should keep it simple. See you tomorrow!
