Day 14: Off-days
Some days I feel super productive and amazing, and I feel like I can take on the world. Other days I feel like sleeping all day... why is this? It could just be the weather, or my immune system telling me to relax. I'm not sure what, but yesterday I barely even got myself to start writing this blog. And today I feel just as tired, yet I'm still unsure why. It could just be the stress, part of me wants to stop taking school too seriously and just coast, doing the bare minimum and getting a mediocre grade. But another part of me knows I can do better, I just need to put in the effort. Why bother though? I'm too tired to put in that effort and I just don't feel like it. I don't know.
It definitely has to do with this midterm. I feel an impending sense of dread that I won't get it done or will bomb it so badly that I regret ever taking this course. I just need to get my day going and allow the momentum to push me forward. Time to start a new day!
