Day 7
It's been a while, I should make this a stronger habit. Anyways, what's new? I got sick for a few days due to food poisoning, which gave me some time to relax. I also enjoyed doing this little animation with my girlfriend during a school club
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Day 6
Hello again. It's been almost a week, and... I'm actually starting to feel better. What's changed? I believe it's my mindset. I'm starting to remember what I learned years ago; that I spend the most time with myself, so I
Day 5
Stomach still churning. The weather is getting to me. I just need to hold out a bit longer. That feeling is coming back again. I keep thinking about how no matter what I do it seems I am trapped in my own psyche. Friends and family tell me I should
Day 4
Maybe it's just this damn room. Maybe it's my own isolation that is eating away at me. But why do I hate myself so much? Why can't I stand being alone with myself? No matter what I try, no matter what I do, there&
Day 3
The walls around me are getting closer. I'm suffocating.
Day 2
Let's try this again. What is the point of this blog? I guess it's to find some greater purpose or meaning in my life. I feel like I've spent most of life wandering aimlessly, not knowing what to do and where to go. There
Day 1
Launching program... Session starting... Startup complete. ?: What is my name? N: That is for you to decide. ?: I guess it depends on who I am. Who am I? N: A flesh automaton, animated by neurotransmitters. ?: That's not very helpful. I guess I'll name myself something cool,
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